My little sister used to joke I was the triplet nobody would miss. She had no idea how close she'd come to being right. For eighteen years, I was the daughter nobody introduced at parties. My sisters got custom dresses and silver bracelets. I got hand-me-downs and a warning to "learn a trade" instead of college. None of them knew I'd just tested top of the entire state. Full ride, already accepted, the letter hidden where no one would find it. So when a junior from my old school asked to borrow three years of my notes, I said yes. I hugged him goodbye outside our building—nothing more than that. By the time I got home, the group chat had already exploded. Someone had snapped a photo. My face, clear as day. His, blurred out. The caption was vicious: [Some girl in this building was seen wrapped around some random guy outside the building. Shameless!] "You'd better explain yourself," Mom said, before I got a word out. I told her the truth. She didn't believe a syllable of it. My father's hand cracked across my face, twice, while my sister watched with a smile she didn't try to hide. I didn't argue. I went back to my room and started packing a bag. They think I'm sulking behind a locked door. What they don't know is I'm heading for a future without them—bright, and entirely my own. The next morning, Mom and Dad had the three of us draw straws like always. No surprise—I drew blank again. Neither of their faces so much as flickered. Like they'd already known. That evening, Mom and Dad took Vivienne and Marielle out to celebrate. I sat on my hard, lumpy secondhand mattress, eating a plain roll of bread. I'd barely opened my phone when Marielle's story popped up. A private room at the restaurant. A massive two-tier cake on the table. Piped in frosting across the top: [Happy 18th Birthday to our darling daughters, Vivienne and Marielle!] Vivienne and Marielle stood in matching custom dresses at Mom and Dad's sides, silver charm bracelets glinting on their wrists. At twelve, Mom and Dad had promised us: "On your eighteenth birthday, you'll each get a silver bracelet, to circle you in happiness, safe and sound." Now I finally understood—that promise had only ever been for them. I was never part of it. The clock on the wall crawled past one in the morning before I heard voices outside my door. The quiet living room stirred with footsteps. Vivienne knocked on my door. "Hey. This is from Mom and Dad." She handed me a plastic bracelet. The price tag was still on it. $18. I laughed, cold and short, and set it down on my crooked table cobbled together from scrap wood. Every year, after they finished celebrating with the other two, they'd stop somewhere on the way home and grab me a "birthday present." At eight, a plastic hair barrette, $5. At twelve, a stuffed animal, $10. At sixteen, a notebook, $12. This year was no different. The voices outside faded. I stared up at the gray ceiling, wide awake. A few days later, Vivienne and Marielle both got their acceptance letters—Ivy League-caliber schools, both of them. Vivienne through the standard track, Marielle through an art scholarship with a lowered GPA requirement. At lunch that day, the table was set with Vivienne's favorite honey-glazed ribs, Marielle's favorite garlic butter shrimp. There was even a pot roast for Julian, our neighbor's son. My beef and tomato stew never made it onto that table. Mom kept piling shrimp onto Marielle's plate until it looked like a small hill. Dad set a rib on Vivienne's plate. "Vivienne, sweetheart, this one's just for you. Eat up, you've gotten thin lately." Then he turned to me. "Wren, you should really go learn a trade. Something to fall back on." Julian nodded along. "Yeah, Wren. You're not like Marielle and Vivienne. Your grades aren't going to get you anywhere good—might as well plan ahead." My grades? It had been a month since scores came out. Not one of them had asked. I looked up and pushed back. "They're just not out yet. That doesn't mean I did badly." The words had barely left my mouth before Mom, Dad, Marielle, and Julian burst out laughing in unison. Mom said it lightly, like it cost her nothing. "What kind of good school could you even get into at that godforsaken Fairview?" Something in my chest cracked. Back in the high school lottery, Vivienne and I had both gotten into Rutherford Central—the district's top school. Only Marielle got assigned to Fairview, out in the suburbs. But Mom and Dad decided Marielle was too young to live away from home, and made me give up my spot. Marielle stayed at Central, with its top-tier teachers while I dragged my suitcase off to Fairview alone. I could only go home once a semester. Back then, every time I drew the blank straw and sat there gloomy, Julian would quietly show up with a cupcake, just for me. When I was upset about losing my spot at Central, he'd ruffled my hair and pressed a little star-shaped pendant into my hand. Told me I could still shine at Fairview. I'd held onto that kindness for eighteen years. But somewhere along the way, the warmth in his eyes stopped being for me. A thousand things I wanted to say rose up in my throat. All I could do was mechanically shovel mashed potatoes into my mouth. Nothing came out. They were off discussing the college send-off party, buzzing with excitement. I didn't hear a single word of it. My phone buzzed on the table. I picked it up. [Ms. Bennett: Wren, your acceptance letter's here, come by whenever you get a chance. Ashcombe already deposited your full-ride scholarship into your account. Go check it.] [Me: Got it. Thank you, Ms. Bennett.] I locked the screen and tucked the secret away. The day of the send-off party, Vivienne and Marielle came dressed to the nines. Friends and relatives crowded around them, showering compliments. Mom and Dad's smiles never once slipped. Someone at the next table over asked, half-curious: "Both your girls got into Ivy-caliber schools—how'd Wren do?" Mom answered, her tone brimming with indifference. "She's at Fairview. If she gets into community college, that'll be a win." "Honestly, if we'd just had Vivienne and Marielle, I'd have saved myself so much worry." I stood in the doorway and listened to her list my failings for strangers. Eighteen years, and I'd always been the cautionary tale that made the other two look good. What they didn't know was: All through high school, Mom and Dad paid for private one-on-one tutoring for Vivienne, and sent Marielle to the priciest art studio in the county. Me, they never lifted a finger for me. Not once. Mom turned and spotted me in the doorway, frowning. "Where've you been hiding? Could've come help out earlier." Before I could answer, she waved me off. "Forget it. Look at you. I can't count on you for anything anyway." The relatives followed her lead, looking me up and down, eyes full of disdain. The party got underway, and the emcee suggested a family photo. I stood up automatically. Marielle leaned in and whispered in my ear. "Wren, you're headed to community college. Don't go up there and ruin the mood." I froze mid-step. "Fine." She turned and pulled Julian, seated in the back row, up onto the stage with her. Right before the shutter clicked, Aunt Carol spoke up. "Wren's not up here yet." Mom waved it off. "She's never liked photos. Comes out looking wooden anyway." On family trips as a kid, Dad would fuss over framing the perfect shot of Vivienne; Mom would hover around Marielle. No one ever asked if I wanted to be in the picture. Flip through the thick photo albums at home and you'd find barely a handful of me in them. Up on stage, all five of them beamed, dazzling. So this was it—in their eyes, there had never been room for me in the family photo. Not before. Not now. Not ever. I'd never step into their frame again. After the party, Julian handed each of us a box. Vivienne's held a beautiful fountain pen. Marielle's, a pink Miu Miu hair clip. Mine had a tube of hand lotion, with a little "complimentary" tag on it. I looked at him, confused. Some small part of me still hoped he'd just grabbed the wrong box. He explained instead: "Wren, you're going to need it once you start working some part-time job." Marielle chimed in. "Wren, Julian's so thoughtful with you. Even someone headed to community college gets a graduation present. And such a practical one, too." A flicker of malicious satisfaction crossed her mouth. I stood there, frozen, forcing down the burn behind my eyes. By the time I came back to myself, Mom, Dad, Marielle, Vivienne, and Julian were already piling into the car. Five seats. No room for me. Mom glanced at me standing outside the car and tossed out, "Take the bus home yourself. You do it all the time anyway." The car pulled away and disappeared around the corner. I laughed, short and cold, and dropped the box straight into a trash can on the curb. It was the middle of summer, the kind of heat that should've been unbearable, but all I felt was cold, straight to the bone. When I got home, Mom was counting the send-off party cash gifts. I was heading back to the storage room when she caught my arm. "Wren, your sisters did so well, everyone's shown their appreciation. Shouldn't you show something too?" I paused for a moment and turned to look at Mom. "Give them each one thousand," she said, like it was obvious. One thousand each. Two thousand total. That was every dollar I'd scraped together since middle school—every summer and winter break spent working part-time jobs, saved up cent by cent. Something in my chest went hollow, but I turned and went to get it anyway. Might as well use it to buy out eighteen years of family that never amounted to much. I went back in the cramped, dim storage room. It had been my space ever since high school started. My old bedroom had been split in two—half turned into Vivienne's study, half into Marielle's art studio. My parents' reason? "You're barely home anyway." Fine. I'll give you exactly what you wished for. I opened up a booking app and bought a plane ticket to Montreal, leaving in two weeks. The next morning, my old high school teacher called. "Wren, do you still have your notes from junior and senior year? The kids in the grade below want to borrow them, if that's alright." "I still have them all. That's fine." "I'll send someone by this afternoon to pick them up." "Okay." That afternoon, I walked to the corner of the apartment complex and handed my three years of meticulously annotated notes to a younger student who'd come to collect them. His eyes were full of gratitude. He bowed on behalf of the whole class. He also gave me a new Miu Miu hair clip—a thank-you gift from everyone. "Thank you so much, senior!" I gave him a polite hug. "Good luck. You've got this." The moment I got home, the neighborhood group chat exploded with an anonymous post. Attached: a photo of me hugging the boy. His face was blurred out. Mine wasn't. The caption was vicious: [Some girl in this building was seen wrapped around some random guy outside the building. Shameless!] The group chat lit up with gossip. Neighbors quickly figured out it was me, and started tearing into my grades, my character. Mom and Dad stormed into my room, shoving a phone screen in my face. "You'd better explain yourself right now!" I clenched my fists and spoke, slow and even. "He's a junior. He came to borrow my notes." Mom let out a cold laugh. "Wren, you can't even lie convincingly? You're headed to community college—and people come to you for notes?" "Funny how nobody ever comes asking Vivienne or Marielle?" Marielle snatched the hair clip off the table before I could stop her. "Wow, Wren, what junior has the money to buy you a designer hair clip? I know you've always been jealous of the one Julian got me, but you didn't have to go find yourself a sugar daddy over it." "That's not— that's not what happened —" Before I could finish, Dad's hand cracked across my face. Twice. Pain flared hot and sharp. Blood filled my mouth. "Wren, is it that we don't feed you? Don't clothe you? And you go and do something this disgusting?" His voice shook with barely contained rage. Vivienne finally spoke up. "Maybe there's some kind of misunderstanding?" "Vivienne, her face is right there in the photo. They're hugging. What misunderstanding is there?" Marielle's retort left Vivienne with nothing to say. Mom smashed the hair clip on the floor, crushed it under her heel. I crouched down to gather the pieces, and a sharp edge sliced my finger open. I pulled out my phone. There was already a message from Julian waiting. [Wren Whitmore. All that, over a hair clip? I really didn't think you were this kind of person.] [No wonder that out of all three of you, you're the one your parents never doted on. Guess you had it coming.] Tears splashed onto the screen. My finger stung, but it was nothing compared to what was inside me. The storage room had terrible ventilation, and after everything that happened that day, I broke out that night in a sudden allergic reaction. Angry red welts spread across my neck, arms, back—itching down to the bone. I forced myself up and stumbled to the living room. Mom was picking out new travel clothes for Marielle. My voice came out hoarse, cracked with coughing I couldn't hold back. "Mom, I'm having an allergic reaction. Can you get me something for it?" She didn't even look up. Her tone dripped with impatience. "It's not that big a deal. You've been itchy before. It'll pass." "Vivienne and Marielle never bother us over stuff this small." But I remembered clearly—when Vivienne so much as scraped her hand, Mom would panic and tear the house apart looking for a bandage. When Marielle coughed twice, Dad would bring warm water and cough drops within seconds. Marielle glanced at my raw, scratched-up arm, her mouth curling into a smirk. "Wren, you're not just faking this for sympathy because of what happened today, are you?" Dad sat on the couch, voice like ice. "If it itches, splash some cold water on it. Stop making a scene." Vivienne stood off to the side. She saw clearly the swelling on my neck and my arms. Her lips moved a few times. She never got a word out. I stood there, frozen, waves of suffocation and burning itch rolling through me. I went back alone to the dusty storage room and scrubbed at my swollen skin with cold water, over and over.
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